AG体育Today makes 8 years since my son, Jamie went to heaven. No matter how you are moving along in life, as the calendar creeps toward October, a sadness overwhelms my heart.
AG体育If you haven’t listened to my son’s song, it is on the right hand column on this blog. Jamie wrote and recorded all his songs and this one is so prophetic.
8 in the bible means new beginnings. Jesus created the world in 7 days and rested on the 7th. On the 8th day it was a new beginning. I’ve been thinking about the number 8 a lot this week, pondering if it has meaning for my family since Jamies journey to heaven
AG体育 is the 14 year old boy who was disconnected from life-support on Tuesday, October 15th. at Mott’s Children’s Hospital in Ann Arbor.
AG体育October 15th is the day we received our first brain dead diagnosis at Vanderbilt. Of course it was overturned and more tests were done. Tests like the Apnea which we did not know were harmful for my son and yet the “gold standard” for pronouncing “brain death.”
The blood flow that they “said” would show NO blood flow but with thousands praying for a positive blood flow test, there was blood flow. It was so obvious and the technician administrating the test looked at me and smiled and said there was blood flow. But, Vanderbilt back-tracked and said “well, we expected some blood flow…it’s just not in the right place.”
AG体育OK, so why didn’t you say that?
AG体育Yesterday, I drove to Flat Rock to pay my respects to Bobby Reyes and his family. The first person I walked in to was Sarah, Bobby’s mom.
After expressing my condolences, I told her that 8 years ago tomorrow was when my son, Jamie went to heaven.
AG体育She said, “well you know exactly what I am going through”.
AG体育Yes, grieving mom’s KNOW.
Child loss is like no other grief. Here we are at 8 years and I’m still holding on.
AG体育Bobby and Jamie have seen it ALL. Jesus and heaven in all it’s glory. A hope that we all long for while living on earth.
Randy Alcorn, who’s book Heaven changed my life says it this way.
I think of our lives in terms of a dot and a line, signifying two phases. Our present life on earth is the dot. It begins. It ends. It’s brief. However, from the dot, a line extends that goes on forever. That line is eternity, which Christians will spend in heaven. Right now we’re living in the dot. But what are we living for?AG体育 The shortsighted person lives for the dot. The person with perspective lives for the line.
AG体育I have no idea what God has in store for me or Sarah, but I know God’s plan will not be thwarted.
AG体育I think of Tammi Carr who lost her son, Chad Carr and started a and is now raising money for pediatric research into DIPG, (Diffuse intrinsic pontine glioma).
To date, The ChadTough Foundation has raised more than $9 million to support pediatric brain cancer research, with an emphasis on DIPG.
The amazing work of a grieving mother, working to help save other children and parents from the loss she and her family endure without Chad.
AG体育Sarah, told me yesterday she wants to work on a Bobby’s Law to prevent hospitals from unplugging their children or loved ones from a ventilator until enough time is allowed to see if they will recover. She mentioned 30 days, which is interesting because I have told my own kids IF I am ever on a ventilator to allow 30 days to see if I will recover and then let me go.
This sounds reasonable to me. See not forever but time.
I told Sarah, I wanted to include in Bobby’s Law that parents be told what the Apnea test is and does. Why should hospitals be allowed to say, “we’re going to do one more test” without explaining exactly WHAT the test is?
You believe sitting there with a loved one hooked up to multiple machines every test is for benefit of your loved one, to help them get better. NOT TRUE.
I know some parents just go along with whatever the doctors say, never question and that is their choice. But…there are some parents who do question and want to delay pulling the plug to give more time for the brain to heal. That number is growing and this MUSTAG体育 be addressed and changed.
Of course THIS will be a huge undertaking but we do serve a big God who is well able to do above all we could ask or think.
AG体育Jamie, my sweet boy who was smart, talented, athletic with a tender heart towards animals and everyone. NOT one day goes by that I don’t think about you and miss you terribly.
But, I know I will see you soon.
Life on earth is a continuity, it begins in heaven when it ends on earth.
We will experience continuity between our current lives and our resurrected lives, with the same memories and relational histories.
I have included the video of Jamie’s Memorial, Celebration of Life Service.